emptiness [monday - august 20, 2007 - 1:48 AM]

its been a long while...
six days...
i lost over P500000000000000000000...
darn.. i hate it when classes are suspended...
i prefer rainy days...
my health improves when the weather is wet...

i am existing without a cause...
when will i die oh my dear lord?...
my long road is rough and futile...
my heart is shattered...
im stressed...
and im tired...
its killing me...
im filled with envy...

why am i living?
haaa. i never asked for it...
this world is just so unfair
please dont hate me
i lost the battle

where and when can i find my true happiness???
i just want to be better
to be happy - Yes - to be happy
can i be your friend???

God please embrace me
im dead