a clean desktop

sa mata ng bata...nay. nay. diba si marimar kapatid ni polgoso...

hindi talaga kinaya ng powers ko ung eksenang un sa fx eh...hehheehe

go go go jumong...

shortcut to heaven...or hell hehe

http://profiles.friendster.com/rgpod

choose your poison

i love you rusty

just a tip for everyone

kung gusto mong mag-survive sa world na ito...all you have to do is...e nakalimutan ko na eh...hehe

Green Apples

You're toast and jam
And you are cotton candy
You're double rainbows
Beside a settin' sun
You're wood burnin' outside
There's a fire glowin'
You're sweet as green apples
You must be the one

You bring me
To the heart of a golden man
You bring me
To the natural truth
You take me
To the solid hollow
And keep me sailing
This ocean of youth

That's why you're toast and jam
And you are cotton candy
You're double rainbows
Beside a setttin' sun
You're wood bunin' outside
There's a fire glowin'
You're sweet as green apples
You must be the one

So take me to an altar of diamonds
And run with me through sheets of jungle rain
Show me all your manly mystery
And let me heal your beautiful pain

Be my island in crowds of faces
My oasis
Be there

And lead me to the holy water
And introduce me to the place you are from
Wherever you go you know I will follow
So take me there and I will come
I will come

You're toast and jam
And you are cotton candy
You're double rainbows
Beside a settin' sun
You're wood burnin' outside
There's a, a fire glowin'
You're my sweet green apples
You must be the one

I'm sayin' you're toast and jam
And you are cotton candy
You're double rainbows
Beside a settin' sun
You're wood burnin' outside
There's a fire glowin'
You're sweet as green apples
You must be the one
You're sweet as green apples
You must be the one

Sweet as green apples
You must be the one

how can i help you to say goodbye

Through the back window of a 59 wagon
I watched my best friend jamie slippin further away
I kept on waving till I couldnt see her
And through my tears, I asked again why we couldnt stay
Mama whispered softly, time will ease your pain
Lifes about changing, nothing ever stays the same

And she said, how can I help you to say goodbye?
Its ok to hurt, and its ok to cry
Come, let me hold you and I will try
How can I help you to say goodbye?

I sat on our bed, he packed his suitcase
I held a picture of our wedding day
His hands were trembling, we both were crying
He kissed me gently and then he quickly walked away
I called up mama, she said, time will ease your pain
Lifes about changing, nothing ever stays the same

And she said, how can I help you to say goodbye?
Its ok to hurt, and its ok to cry
Come, let me hold you and I will try
How can I help you to say goodbye?

Sitting with mama alone in her bedroom
She opened her eyes, and then squeezed my hand
She said, I have to go now, my time here is over
And with her final word, she tried to help me understand
Mama whispered softly, time will ease your pain
Lifes about changing, nothing ever stays the same

And she said, how can I help you to say goodbye?
Its ok to hurt, and its ok to cry
Come, let me hold you and I will try
How can I help you to say goodbye?

How can I help you to say goodbye?

deathnote

god im tired na...

i love you goodbye

"I Love You, Goodbye"

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never ganna work out

I love you, goodbye

wish list 2007-2008

move over inday... i also have my wish lists

iPod touch
with the introduction of this new Pod : no iPhone needed hehe
























nokia n81 8gig
iPhone "phone" capability is primitive haaa. Nokia is better















iMac

emptiness [monday - august 20, 2007 - 1:48 AM]

its been a long while...
six days...
i lost over P500000000000000000000...
darn.. i hate it when classes are suspended...
i prefer rainy days...
my health improves when the weather is wet...

i am existing without a cause...
when will i die oh my dear lord?...
my long road is rough and futile...
my heart is shattered...
im stressed...
and im tired...
its killing me...
im filled with envy...

why am i living?
haaa. i never asked for it...
this world is just so unfair
please dont hate me
i lost the battle

where and when can i find my true happiness???
i just want to be better
to be happy - Yes - to be happy
can i be your friend???

God please embrace me
im dead

my number wala lang

09164569202 hehe

my phone is strong hehe

this phone of mine is lumipad... ng mataas almost 5 feet high and 5 feet again far and is still buo. simply amazing hehe

anak ka ng??? - san ba nanggaling ang babaeng ito???

hoi babaeng wlang breeding - wendy nga ba? oo ikaw nga! tigilan mo nga yang kaartehan mo - inis inis na ko sayo - pwede ba tigilan mo na yang "plastic" mannerism mo - you god damn bitch!!! ikaw ang plastic - bakit mo ba pinagpipilitang ikaw lang ang totoong tao dyan ha??? i-define mo nga!!! BALIW BALIW BALIW!!!

tigilan mo yang ayaw mo ng 1 million - halata naman ikaw ang may gusto non - hayop kang mukha kang pera!!! obvious naman - magsama kayong 3 nila bruce & nel - kayong mga liga ng mga jologs!!! kainin na sana kayo ng lupa!!!


TEKA NGA??? BAT KO PLA POST TO??? AYAW KO SA MGA LOW-END PRODUCTS - AND THIS GIRL IS WAY DOWN DOWN DOWN - EH HAYAAN NIO NA LANG...

haa - - what's new - - nothin haha toink

aah - what's new with me today? ehh don't know - guess just the same old thing...aging everyday hehe.  dont' know where my feet would take me - to fame? i hope so - i  jst want to be happy  - the only thing i need now - for so many years the veil of loneliness enveloped me - san ba kita hahanapin? tama na nga ang drama - buwisit

my apparitions

if you do not want to see them - you will not see them...

if you do want to see them - you will see and feel them...



-2005 -
7:30 morning @ former catholic school [nursing bldg]- im alone in the room pero may kasama akong boses ng babae na kumakanta - puro hmmmm lang pro maganda boses nia.


-2005-
11:00 morning @ hrm bldg same school- sinaraduhan ako ng door ng prof ko kase late ako 30 minutes kaya punta ako 3rd floor - then may shadow ng tao na bumababa galing 4th floor - hanggang naglalakad na nga sila sa third floor [3 person] pero shadow lang.


-2007-
2:00 am @ house - naka-spread out ung legs ko sa sahig ng biglang may humatak sa right foot ko [promise it happened] hindi namamanhid ang paa ko dahil may naramdaman talaga akong kamay na nakahawak sa slipper ko at sa foot ko. kaya ngaun lagi ng may chair sa harap ko at duon nakapatong mga paa ko hehe.


-2007-
hindi ako nakakita nito pero neighbors namin - hindi magkakakilala ung mga un pro pareho ung mga sinasabi nila sa amin na may person na lagi nsa harap ng bahay namin na bigla na lang nawawala - lately - ung pc ko kase currently nsa dining table namin [2 kase ung dining table namin kaya gamit ko ung isa] kita un at ako sa labas ng hawz pag gumagamit ako ng pc lalo na pag night - sbi ni "kuya J" nung nakita nia ko one night eh may kasama akong mga taong nakabarong tagalog at parang nagkakasiyahan daw sila - [meaning pinalilibutan ako ng ghost that time] - then tinanong nia kami on the following morning - syempre sagot namin wlang party na nangyari

banzai nippon!!!

my idol - BoA

my idol - tvxq

my idol - w-inds.

marithe - francois girbaud

girbaud - hahahahahhhaha akin ka!!!!!!!!!!!

burberry - wish list

gagawin ko lahat makuha ko lang sila hahahaha

banana rep - wish list

bili mo ko...please!!!!!

cards...

ewan ko ung enjoyable bang masasabi....

hhhaaaayyy 3 na credit card ko...

2 metrobank | visa | mastercard |
1 citibank | mastercard |

mas masaya naman kase kung atm dba

buti na lang hindi ako nagbabayad ng mga bills koh!!!!

kainis nga lang credit limit ng metrobank ko parang splitted...wag mo nang itanong

chinggay update | flash report | duh... watever..toink!!!

hoi chinggay naka-chinese dress ka na naman - sino ba ginagaya mo??? si san-chai??? palaban mo nga yan - ilang beses mo na bang sinuot yan ngayong week ha???

my fav victoria's secret angels

heidi ---------------------------------------------
karolina ---------------------------------------------
andi ---------------------------------------------
selita ---------------------------------------------
isabel
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ung iba hindi ko mamukhaan? pag wala sa catwalk eh

beware of the dog lyric

victoria's secret...

Beware Of The Dog lyrics
by Jamelia.

Listen to me

Do you know how much you want it?
You're trying to be cool about it
You're trying to big about it
You're constantly just denying
You're like a moth to a flame
You hardly wane
But listen 'cos I know what I'm saying

He's trying to catch you in it
And then he'll back you in it
Cos he's just another girl addict
And if you give it away
You've gotta be crazy

Stop!
You better shake him off
Before he gets ya
(He's coming to getcha, he's coming to getcha)
Stop!
He'll only build you up
And then he'll getcha

He's dirty to the bone - beware of the dog!

I was damn near addicted
I got into trouble with him, I got in the bubble with him
Everything was just how he wanted
Oh but then I got wise
I got out of sight
So take me advise

Chorus x 2

I know you hear me
I know you hear me - I KNOW YOU HEAR ME!
Arr! Arr!

You better reach out and touch me!
(Reach out and touch me)

Chorus x 4

Beware of the dog...
Beware of the dog...
Beware of the dog...

www.completealbumlyrics.com

10 things about the philippines

sa isang text na nakuha ng sister ko [kase wala na kong phone]

the philippines daw is where...

1. star bucks is more expensive than gas
2. every street has basketball courts but every town has just one school
3. students pay more than they pay
4. doctors go back to school to be nurses abroad
5. everything is spoofed!!!
6. fastfood is a diet meal
7. rodents are normal house pets
8. cigarettes and beers are necessity, lottery is a commodity
9. soap opera is reality, news provide the dramas of life
10. actors make the rules and politicians provide the entertainment
    

---> dba totoo naman lahat - kulang pa nga yan yata.

scary | annoying persons | parang pop-up

may mga taong kinaiinisan natin kahit wala naman silang ginagawa sa atin dba? o ako lang nag-iisip non??? ewan... ngaun eh bibigyan ko kau ng list ng mga person na "annoying" para sa akin...

1. chinggay - neighbor namin - hindi naman talaga siya originally nakatira dito sa subdivision sa amin, pero lakad kasi siya ng lakad eh - tawa pa ng tawa - katakot - grrrrr.

2. felix - neighbor din namin - parang ewan kasi tong mamang to eh - hilig mag-joke hindi naman kalbo, tsaka sana kung nakakatawa ung mga joke na ginagawa niya eh pero ndi naman. lagi pang half naked kung maglakad - sana ba kung brusko siya pero hindi na naman - hilig pa niya ilagay yung tshirt nia sa ulo nia para tuloy siyang mukang eqyptian. feeling bata pa eh malapit nang maging contestant sa scq - "senior citizens quest" hahahhha.

3. meyor - hindi naman talaga siya mayor, pero hilig niya bumati - kulang na lang batiin niya ung aso namin o kya naman ung puno namin. maganda naman ugali ni meyor - kaya lang parang over na ung batian portion niya.

4. crazy eyes - no comment - sapakin ko pa to eh...

5. neng - hoi ung anak mo asikasuhin mo hindi ung anak ng iba no!!!

6. duday - member ng genei ryodan [hunterxhunter] ang babaeng ito... beware of her!!!

my tips

im going international - pero hirap talagang mag-english

okie today im gonna give you some software that is necessary for your everyday living...



1. AVG anti virus free edition - this anti virus is free... what more???


2. ZoneAlarm firewall - this one is very effective - very effective na kung minsan eh nakakainis na - it blocks everything, from unsecured downloads to ah what more basta marami - just remember na i-turn off ito kung mag-da-download sa rapidshare or kung manonood sa youtube dahil sigurado barado ka. yung 15 day free anti-virus & anti spyware are very effective din - yung hindi nakikita ng windows live, windows defender, and even avg ay nakikita nitong software na ito... pasaway din ang trial anti virus and anti spyware nito dahil kung mag-expire man ang 15 day trial version nito, after few days pag may-update eh may libreng anti-virus and anti-spyware ka na naman. o dba astig!!!


3. dvdvideosoft - ung mga na-download mong mga .flv sa youtube eh maco-convert sa mp4 para mapanood mo sa iPod mo o kaya sa other portable devices mo. pwede ring kahit mp3 lang.


4. jodix ipod video converter - kaya nitong mag-convert ng avi, wmv, asf, mpg, dat, etc. para maging mp4 na pwede mo namang ma-view sa ipod mo.


5. mozilla firefox - astig tong browzer na to. basta astig to - thanks to its video downloader, pero sana kaya nitong makapag-download ng flash sa mas maraming sites kase masyadong limited ang mga sites na pwede mong makuhanan ng flash clips gamit ito. okie???

meron pang next time

things to buy this year and beyond...ganon??

nokia 5300
qty: 1
why???...because its trendy and very not expensive

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apple macbook white
qty: 1
why???...kailangan pa bang itanong yan??? gusto ko eh


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marithe-francois girbaud
qty: sky is the limit hahahahaha

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evian mineral water
qty: unlimited

sa totoo lang...may kakaibang lasa ang evian compared sa ating local h2os...fresh na fresh ang water na to na galing pang french alps


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external hard drive
qty: 1
why??? wala lang - puno na kasi ung hdd ko eh


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portable flash drive
qty: 1
wala lang lalo

hello hello hello

ikaw ano ang mga favorite brand of clothes mo? ako eh...


1. marithe-francois girbaud
buong closet ko yata eh girbaud na ang laman...toink - street couture

2. bur berry
sobrang astig kaseng mag-design si christopher bailey

3. banana republic
simple - but very elegant looking

4. prada | miumiu
dream clothes koh!!!

5. dolce&gabbana
dolce and gabbana ha hindi D&G!!!








pinaka-hate ko naman...
1. bench/ [baket??? wala lang...basta ayaw ko lang]
masyado na kasi marami may suot nito - baka nga tomorrow eh maging bench republic na yan... bumantot na naman lalo